unfinished church

Christmas fever

Gh. Stalpeanu Alley, Bucharest 2011.

Just a magazine

Toulouse Lautrec

Dekadens

Robin and the Backstabbers
Decat o Revista # 7.2 launch concert.

Perfect again





Partizan @ Mojo Club, Bucharest 2011.

industry, mountains, clouds and fog

Authentic Romanian fake Elvis jr.

Stefan Banica jr., 10 years of Christmas concerts @ Sala Palatului, Bucharest, 2011.

The minstrel in the gallery looked down upon the smiling faces.



He met the gazes --- observed the spaces between the
old men's cackle.
He brewed a song of love and hatred --- oblique
suggestions --- and he waited.
He polarized the pumpkin-eaters --- static-humming
panel-beaters --- freshly day-glow'd factory cheaters
(salaried and collar-scrubbing).
He titillated men-of-action --- belly warming, hands
still rubbing on the parts they never mention.
He pacified the nappy-suffering, infant-bleating
one-line jokers --- T.V. documentary makers
(overfed and undertakers).
Sunday paper backgammon players --- family-scarred
and women-haters.
Then he called the band down to the stage and he
looked at all the friends he'd made.

The minstrel in the gallery looked down on the
rabbit-run.
And threw away his looking-glass - saw his face in
everyone.
(Jethro Tull)

Such worry

M3, Bucharest 2011.

Mister David Goldblatt


To me there was only one thing better than photographing David Goldblatt and that was meeting him.

Mister Goldblatt, regarded by me and many others as the “Father of South African photography”, comes from Randfontein and went to school in Krugersdorp – where I also grew up and went to school. In Randfontein he worked in his father’s shop and started with photography in 1948. That gives him 63 years’ experience. Wow!

To photographers, it’s a very daunting task to photograph ‘one of your own’ – mainly because every photographer is different and our work is very visual. So you are very self-conscious and constantly get the feeling that you are being judged.

Because I respect and admire Mister Goldblatt so much, I said to myself that if I don’t come away with a ‘iconic image’ I would regard it as a failure and if I must be honest, I don’t think I achieved it and failed in creating an ‘iconic image’.

After the shoot we were busy packing up when Mister Goldblatt asked us if we wanted to sit. We started talking and just kept on talking. In the end we probably talked for as long as we were shooting. Politics. Religion. Afrikaners. Africans. Photography projects. Apartheid. Digital. South Africa. ANC. Protection of Information Bill. Censorship. Order of the Ikhamanga. And ultimately the future of South Africa.



David Goldblatt's letter to the President when he declined the Order of the Ikhamanga:
Dear Mr. President,

On March 29 2011 I was informed by the Chancellor of Orders that I had been awarded the Order of Ikhamanga Silver, which I accepted with gratitude and in humble awareness of the honour that had been bestowed on me. I was not able to attend the ceremony of presentation on April 27. However, I was informed that the award would be presented to me on April 27 2012.

I profoundly regret to inform you that I now decline the award. I do this for two reasons.

Firstly in protest against the Protection of State Information Bill that was passed in Parliament on Tuesday 23 November. The damage done to our democracy by the very passing of this Bill, and the damage that is likely to ensue should you sign it into law, has been emphatically and eloquently stated by others and I will not attempt to describe it here. Suffice to say that this action severely undermines our brave but fragile democracy and the rule of law.

Secondly, I decline the award in protest against what has been done to the spirit in which the award was created. I quote from the official history of our National Orders:

South Africahas taken many strides away from its past of exclusion and discrimination on the basis of sex, colour and creed. The country has been steadily moving forward in a direction that reasserts our humanity. In this march towards humanity, a new culture of human rights and a respect for the dignity of the human spirit have become characteristics of South Africa.

One of the symbolic moments of the exodus from the past was the raising of the new flag in 1994. This moment aptly affirmed the pride and dignity of an unfolding country and a celebration of humanity. Another was the unveiling of a new Coat of Arms on 27 April 2000 that embraced the collective historical essence of the people of the country. In so doing, a new aesthetic that takes consideration of Africa and her symbols became part of the new culture that informs a South African rebirth.

The new National Orders have been conceived in the spirit of that rebirth.

I submit Mr President that you, your Government and the party that passed this Bill are in contempt of that spirit. The Bill itself, the manner in which it was pushed through Parliament in the face of clear rejection by substantial numbers of people and respected organs of civil society and, if it is signed by you, the existence of such legislation in our law, are the very antithesis of the spirit in which our National Awards were conceived.

To accept the Order of Ikhamanga from you on April 27 would be to endorse your contempt. I refuse to do that and, very sadly, I decline the honour.

David Goldblatt













Behind the scenes photos by Nelius Rademan. He also assisted me with the shoot.





a thousand years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow


One step closer




I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more




Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything 
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, 
Every hour has come to this




One step closer

I have died everyday


Waiting for you


Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a 
Thousand more


And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a 
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer


One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more


And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought 
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a 
Thousand more

Autumn nostalgia



Stranger in the night

Old centre, Bucharest 2011.

Don't cross now

Retreat of the military parade, Bucharest 2011.

maze of catabolism

National day

Arcul de Triumf, Bucuresti 2011.